Going to catholic church at age 4 left me with reoccurring nightmares of devils tossing me from pitchfork to pitchfork eventually to the edge of the burning cliff , tossing me over to a more fiery level of hell below……fortunately my mom said I didn’t have to go back by the age of 5 . She was ready to blow that pop cycle joint tooooo! thanks Mom. At my best friend Julie’s communion , I couldn’t help but notice the riDICKulous pose to get on your knees in submissive blow job position to accept the canabilistic “body of christ” seemed creepy in the cold stone building with dull music. And besides..how could I possibly follow a prejudiced god and I knew the date in other countries didn’t have a BC or AD after it . My spirituality is sooo much deeper and all encompacing …the animals are not just mentioned in some arc!!! and blame has nothing to do with it ….Adam…Eve was deceived. The worship of the father you can’t see in person has inspired far too many deadbeat dads thinking they are godly!! The kids always know!!! let the children be children.